Friday, October 8, 2021

Modern Faith

A question lingers
As it shouldn't.
A beautiful widow
Whose knotted hair
Could unwind time
And cast us
To stone,
Of alabaster bone,
and millennia later
ghosts walk out of those 
remnants of us,
and back into the crowd
to unlearn the instinct
to save

so chips may fall
where they may
and this is our method
of faith.

Conversation

I should master
The demons in me.
I should not feel
Any envy.
I should be higher
Than I have been.
How i hate you,
Perfection.

You give me
Impossible heights
To strive for;
Things I'd die for,
And you'd actually
Take my life for;

Life is bigger
Than my record,
Than my life-stream
Broadcasting
the light that your moments send me,
You give to me,
I take and bless them
In my dreams,

I kiss your bird beings
I breathe into
Your worms through
Skin and earth
I give eggs
And break birth
And make love
Sweeten over time
And the bread rise
And tides turn into
Cloud's wombs
And back to you
And back to you
The song would pull you
Take you through
All that your old soul
Ever knew
All that you wished
Of life
Tied there
Anchored there
In your crimson heart
Upon the ink of time
For you to take and swim in
Dance upon
Write with your steps
That song
That invisible truth
We shall not speak
But be
Uniquely
Silently
The flowing forces
These channels
Our tributaries
And the natives 
That wait upon their shores.

We twinkle
Pulsating dream
D/c current light
Strobe to my kind
Hope to my heart
Love diamonds
Fall upon my red mind

Meaning in it

I made you
Don't hate me
We painted with
Love
The canvass was running
Toward something
Distant
Retreating into
Nothing
But i knew, i knew
There was something

I disappeared 
And saw that law
Twist around me
Like the crown,
Like a horn,
Like the seas rubbing
Shores to new shape.

I'm in the mist, maybe,
i die here
You die there
We all die,
Everywhere
All the time
So me here
Is a distant moment
Dug deep here
Dug from within me
Here
This dirt
These broken
Scentless words

They heap up
And say something
i think
In the end
They say something.

Guiltless Dream

Every man
Has his pain

Life already drove
Mankind out the cave

Out the cranium

Outer space

A million ways
You can take 
To the future

You could go
Your own pace

But every man
Is afraid

It's a jungle
Through time
Even spaces
Where it's paved

So when it comes
To nature

I'ma dance
I'ma sing
I'ma live life
As if it were
A guiltless dream.

Tough Love

1. 
It'll be many moons
Before i learn
To love you.
Sometimes I'm lost;
Sometimes
I know it all.

As i go about
My business
i think about you;
When i dream
i do dream
Of you.

2.
Here we are
Don't let the magic
Confound you;
Trust in love
With all your are
Nit just your heart

Because

To give all
Of yourself
To find
And know well
What you can give

And to have the heart
When all
Either turn their back
Or hit
With all their might:

That's just life
Trying to teach you.

Love has to to be
Tougher than hate.

That's just the family
Trying to make you
Strong enough

For this path
That you're on

So take

Our love with all
You know.
Go be great
But don't forget
That it was love
That made you grow.

Life is a strange situation
When you're questioning
The ways of man;

Thoughts that lead you
To depressions,
Back into the caves
We went.

Isolated, 
A new type to darkness
A bad surprise
To buy time

To give us all
The space and time
To reorganize

Wrong and right
Are relative worlds and words.

We're all so right
And so irrelevant, too,
So don't your cry
If no one 
Wants to hear you

There's a voice inside
And an ear that
Will always listen

It's all in you
When you can't find it
Anywhere else.

It's all in you
When you're drowning
And shouting for help
But no one comes;
It's the hardest lesson
You'll learn

From where love comes
It is given
And it must be earned.

Painting

What comes
From the chamber
Of colors
A child can find
His dream there
In that moment
He can reach anything

Thursday, October 7, 2021

Differences

Indian walks
Land and is held
Upon earth
Less by gravity
Than by his
Quantum love which is 
Tangled energetically
Like roots
In a holy place.

What we see is what
We get
He says.

Where i love
You rape.

When I give
You take.

When I wake
Nature embraces me
And gives me 
The sacred fruit
Of life,
I live
At the pace of paradise.

When you wake
The dream ends
And you have made
Shame
Of the truth of life.
You race toward
A better future
With all your might.

You've bent time
Studied the light

But your men fear
To be the light

Nude in it
Fearless in the infinite
Know it is 
In every finite thing
Every moment
And detail of life

Woven by a thread
Of mind and heart
In space
Which limits the infinite
To lines
And terms we can define.

Sewing into time
That crimson river
Of love and sacrifice

That stoic gaze
Eternal peace
In the abyss

Hearing the spirits
Believing in and chasing
Rabbits for the feast

To return with a bounty
So that entire armies
Can eat.

This is warrior you
As it is warrior me

And yet we do 
What we must
So frighteningly differently.

These poles do lead
To lightning and storms:
Tempest of both
Nature and the soul;
That great symmetry
Of a balanced moment
In cosmic time
Governing like a blind
And just goddess --
Child, no doubt,
Of a greater, more perfect being
Manifest all around me
All around you.

Why is it
We perceive, as we do,
So differently?